Day One

So it is the end of the first day of seeing Ryan.
We stuck to it. No kissing and honestly... it was not that hard.
I made sure to confess to my Savior today before I saw Ryan how I could not do this without Him and He had to guide my steps today.
It was really helpful that Ryan was very careful in when we hugged where his heads was.
Actually, he was just very helpful in it all.
The only thing that I can see ::really:: being a problem is once we remove the behaviors we need to immediately fill the void with the Holy Spirit. I can already sense my love tank being off-kilter. I know what you're thinking... didn't Ryan just fly half way around the states to see you? Yes, yes He did. But that is what happens when you're affirmation of love is in the wrong things, your thinking patterns don't really make sense.
So, in conclusion, I think we got this covered. yes things will get harder after day one but if we stick to it, be accountable and make the right decisions, God will do the rest. "Do what is possible, and God will do the impossible"

Matthew 5:8
"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God."